\\ between binging and smiling \\

i'm not sure why

because everything is fine

but i binged today

after a while without it

right now, i'm waiting for jesse

to come home from work

and hug me to sleep

because i feel awful, mentally and phisically

in the meanwhile

i was looking for a comforting song

and i ended up listening to this one:

sian is such a talented singer

and such a beautiful person

inside and out

she is also my long lost cousin

and i didn't even know she existed

until about 4 years ago

(crazy story, which will be told another time)

her music makes me calm and think of creative things i'd like to do

and it makes me have an uncontrollable goofy smile on my face

what did you think of her?

gros bisous!

xo