hi everyone
i haven't posted much recently
mainly because i've felt stuck
it's been a bit of a struggle for me
maintaining the blog
on the one hand - i love it, i love having something that's only mine
but also yours - the few people who haven't given up on me
and are still checking in
to see what's up
i love having a creative outlet
and also - as you know by now - i love fashion
and i love expressing myself through fashion
but i also feel like i'm on a constant chase
for newer and bigger and better and more up to date
and so the blog became a task, rather than a passion
also - this chase is making me feel uncomfortable
i'm a student with a limited budget
and even more limited time
i feel like this chase is bringing out this materialistic side of me
when all i'm looking for in my life right now
is something more spiritual and calm
this is not a goodbye
this is just an ending of one thing
and the beginning of another
i don't know when, but i'm sure i will post outfit posts again
but in the meanwhile
i'd rather focus on other things that make me happy
like the pursuit of happiness and fullness and spirituality
(whatever form it will be in)
and also - things that i enjoy doing and don't necessarily mean
that i have to pose for the camera
like design, for instance
so - i want to start
by showing you some of the highlights
of my first year in design school
(i really miss it! just one more month to go)
